December 2009
3 posts
well, fuck
And thats when
thats when i die.
I'd be a liar
If I told you it’s ok.
So as I button up and walk out
You’ll shoot me down.
So as I crawl away
You’ll shoot my arms.
So as I lay here
You’ll claim me for your own.
We are happy.
November 2009
14 posts
Red but not read
Do you think I don’t bleed?
Becasue I do,
Just like you.
Your bloods thinner then mine will ever be.
But mines not exact water sweetheart.
Once it Almost was
And now it almost Isn’t?
Try and forget.
I know I couldn’t.
You have the power to rearrange lives ,
to make two worlds one. So remove the knives!
So our wounds can heal,
But we’ll keep the scars.
Just as a reminder, that what was once two worlds is no longer sepearated by the knives
Youve said
Way to much for me to forget.
Expect the challenge!
1st to crumble, we’ll both win.
I'm always where I need to be
I always thought I’d end up with you,
Eventually.-start-/again/ [run away]
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i feel
A lot better.
Thank you.
Time to,
fight harder.
Time to, try
harder.
This just may all just end,
up fine.
Right
Gotta go, times not right.
Make a choice, day or
Night. I’ll find a way to
Bring you light.
In the end this will all feel
Right.
second life
so whats the next move?
and whos gonna make it first?
of another
this is just as sureal as those
moments, now
shes picturing her life
without me.
i cant picture my life
without her
When we die, some sink and some lay
But at least I don’t see you float...
is
Is is was.
that was then,
this is now.
I can see it
In your smile.
let it be
I guess a way to look at this is as a reminder.
A reminder to myself mainly.
A reminder to just live in the moment,cherish what we’ve got, and most importantly I need to stop questioning everything and just let it be. Stop rooting around in the dirt trying to force a flower to grow and start taking care of it in the state it’s in, a seed. Because if there’s a flower in that...
I wish
I wish I could keep track
Of all the times I have to ask myself
Is this real?
Is she real?
October 2009
25 posts
keep on
breaking me down
keep on tearing me apart
take all there is to take, leave nothing.
take my time, take my body, take my heart.
take my friends, take my grades, take my life.
take my heath, take my money, take my breath.
thats right, take it all.
i dont mind letting you have it,
all of it, all for you.
i threw it all at you, and you didnt even have to open your hands.
all of it, gone....
growing under
Think I don’t hurt?
Think I don’t stay up all night?
Think I don’t fucking hold back?
Do you really think I don’t bite my tongue just enough until i start to bleed and I can hold back, hold back just long enough not to start a fight and not to ruin all the progress i’ve made.
All the pain I’ve been through won’t be for nothing.
All this torture...
all i really want is
someone to belong to
someone to need me
someone to want me
someone to be with
someone to spend my money on
someone to smoke with
someone to laugh with
someone to make love with
someone to waste my life with
someone to fall with
someone that i already know
someone like you
Keep trying baby
And one day
We’ll be better
We’ll be more
More than just tears in a hurricane
By the way
I love it when you say goodnight
i find myself
constantly looking over my shoulder
just hoping
to see you chasing after me.
come home
when you come home
its nothing less than a holiday
i think i hear
i think i hear myself,
falling in love.
i hear myself,
i hear my self falling,
in love.
dear boardwalk,
why are you so coveted?
everyone is always out to get you.
you’ve converted railroad owners into property owners,
how!?… i’ll never know
but you enjoy being constantly sought after.
and now im going in circles,
over and over
and over, again.
hoping,
praying,
wishing,
for some divine intervention
to take control of my fate and put us together
and youll finnaly be...
we are not 2
we are 1
How are you so perfect?
I think
She’s real… right?
how did she get here?
where did she come from?
who made her?
what are her intentions?
who cares… you love her
I fucking hope
That this emotional roller coaster
never
fucking
ends.
Your making me
Anti-Rainbow
Church St
Is never the same
Without you.
So now it falls on me
well, i guess ill start picking up the pieces.
i fucking hate it!!!!!!!!!
when we are apart!
i wanna be———- attached to you
Why.
why did you have to be a star?
nothing’s wrong with being a circle
sometimes you’ll try being a circle,
but you always go back
…to being a star.
BUT now i want you to stay!
stay awhile,
be circular with me.
try letting that guard down.
put those spikes away for now.
just, for awhile.
lets make some trouble tonight,
and we can piece ourselves back together
in the...
So is this how it ends?
in the backseat of the wrong red and blue discotheque
arms bound
shoulder to shoulder, side by side
no tears?
no bruises?
no scratches?
….its quieter than i imagined.
the world finally caught up to us.
the strange thing is…
we knew we’d be in this position.
still.
even with the weight of the world crashing down on us…
theres nowhere else id rather be
...
3:59
writeitunpolished:
Forever!
For Fucking EVER!
I
want to be there for you
want to hold you
want to be with you
need to feel you
want you to love me
cant stand to be without you
get jealous, everytime
will never give up
September 2009
8 posts
Fuckkkk You David Arquette
I May Be
forgotten
but im still here.
It may be
forgotten
but its still there
I Just Wanted to Let You Know
i think your the shit
So I feel like...
ive been in love with you forever
and
i know by now its cliche to fall in love with you
you expect it
you enjoy it
but
ive grown accustomed to always being strangely confused,
and always happy.
when your around someone that always makes you happy
you begin to truly appreciate all of the smallest things.
like going to walmart and target in one day and not being able to remember what we...
Honestly
I love how i cant get you outta my head.
i hope your there forever
Am I just
another statistic to you?
…or something more?
I LOVE YOU
right now im drunk
and high
but my tyoing is great
i can see you in my heart clearer thaan ever
we both get jealous more than we should
i want you more than you know
but the thing it is is it is not a sexual desire, my feeling feel pure!
i get so happy when you text me
I FEEL my adreaniods sky rocket when i see
Allie rose-ETEXT
FUCK!
i like to say here all the things i can say to you...